Halfway revising for statistics.
And I'm blogging now. Wheeeeeeeee~
Love this song to the max!
The lyrics are so beautiful!
It brings me to tears!
In a good way.
Like this ----> :')
Hehe :P
Love the first line: Heartbeats fast. Colours and promises.
And the music video bring backs all those Form 4/Form 5 memories!
I still remember I used to rush back home after school, ate my lunch, bathed and then curl in the corner of the sofa to read Twilight.
And discuss with Jessie in the next morning in school!
It just feel so............. relax and peaceful and simple and normal.
All those afternoons after school.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh.
And I want watch Breaking Dawn!
Eventhough I missed out New Moon and Eclipse :(
Can we go watch this friday after all the tests and shits?
Can we can we please please please???
Awwwwwwwwwwww.
Hello! :3
Have been thinking for my new hair colour! Lighter ash brown or angry red?
Seems like everyone prefer RED.
Well, kind of feel like dye-ing it a crazy red to bring out the bold and angry side since I'm so hot-tempered nowadays and I don't care.
HNG.
Ok ignore me.
Let me show you some pictures huh~~~~~
#Red1: Hayley Williams Punkish Red
#Red2: Ashley Simpson Orangelicious Red
#Red3: Cheryl Cole Puplish Red
#Brown1: Angelina Jolie Effortless Brown
Seems like there's not much ash brown colour tone compared to the red one.
Hmmmm.
What do you think?
So gonna dye my half-black hair.
I just dye it on July or August and now it looks disgustingly disgusting.
Well, kinda busy recently with all the assignments deadline, tests, quizzes, tetris, owh and freaking finals, so won't dye my hair that fast I guess.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'M SO STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
:'(
This is so gonna be an emo post due to my pms.
Just watched a chinese mv in youtube and it makes me cry like mad.
Here you go:
This remind me of my papa.
I don't know. All in the sudden I just feel that I can't live without him.
It's like, I think I can't stand to have anyone disappear from my life anyfuckingmore.
On the phone with him just now and he kept complaining about naughty little brother, like always. Hahas:P
And he sounds so tired.
Since grandma passed away, I know he never fully recover from the grief.
The last time I went back home my mum complain this to me with a joking tone: "Your papa ah, everyday sleep only. Keep running from reality only."
I don't know I just feel so sad everytime I think of this.
I know how that works.
You feel no pain in deep sleep.
Cause I do the same, sleep the hell out when I'm in pain.
You know that papa are always the strongest, the bravest, the one that can solve everything, anything in our family.
When grandma is seriously sick, he's the one that comforting everyone in the family, saying everything will be fine eventhough deep down we all know nothing is fine.
He's the one that call me telling me every pregress of grandmama and when he feel the sadness in the silence across the phone, he will always ask me don't worry, it's just a temporary case but I know he's way worrier than anyone of us.
He's the one that comforting everyone, then who's the one to comfort him?
When we're all taking care of grandma in the hospital, he's driving miles and miles finding cure, finding hopes for grandma.
He tries everything: every doctors he can reach, feng shui and everything.
I can never forget the pain, seeing his tears dripping on the day grandma has left us.
How I wish I could take that away from him.
How I wish I could be the one that tell him everything is gonna be fine.
How I wish I could.
How I wish I could.
Pale like ghost.
Chemistry frigging test tomorrow.
Weather so nice outside and I'm trapped inside here, frigging studying.
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唉昨天刚刚考完econs.
大家都很stress.
一个星期猛读猛读终于考完了。
一考完就心情很复杂tweet了这个：Can't find a suitable word to describe econs test. It's not screwed but also not awesome.
下星期chem106 test 2.
Lagi stress.
我不想再screw up啊。
Ms Ng你出容易一点可以吗？
我要拉高CGPA啊。
不然没有US University要收我-.-
唉最近都在做一堆乱七八糟的梦。
The worst part is我会忘记我做的梦然后和现实混在一起，明明就没有发生过的事我却信誓旦旦很确定发生过。
很想，在现实里你是reachable的。
Don't just visit me in my sleep. Gossip Girl: It's time to awake from our slumber and learn the hard truth: that some nightmares don't end once we open our eyes. #gg#s3e18
然后最近很努力控制食量也定期去gym.
还有2.5kg要剪掉我的人生就没那么悲惨一点点了。
可是我还是很爱吃face to face. 三天的午餐都吃这个了我知道somebody已经开始作呕了:P
哈哈等下想买chatime 然后去那里吃。
希望不会吐出来现在nausea很严重唉。
今天明天后天一定都是hardcore chemmy study day.
Aihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Wish myself luck.
Ciao ;)
Hello! :)
Hehe so October is finally over.
My October was really scary like Halloween.
Firstly I lost my grandmama :'(
You know what I lost 2 grandmass in 5 months time.
walao.
Where got people so kelian one.
I feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare and couldn't find a way out.
Then I've found out almost all of my photos in my blog are gone.
Am re-uploading the picture back but it's kinda slow.
There are only photos in September and October post only.
Next some hostel tragic happened -.-
That really freak me out like shit.
Oh and that stupid hostel don't allow old tenants to renew agreement already.
That's mean I have to move out next year.
What the heck.
I DON'T WANT.
Owh and ManU get beaten up 6-1 by Man City.
What the........................
And lotsa small small unpleasant things kept bothering me.
And due to all these shit I become more and more hot tempered that I get pissed easily.
Sometimes I even mad at myself for nothing.
In conclusion, October is a total bitch.
................................................................
Done with the whining.
YEAH IT'S NOVEMBER NOW.
This is so gonna be a very busy month, I can already smell that.
All kind of exams falling down like snowflake!
Wish me luck and love me please, November.
;)
