Sometimes I doubt that I deserve all these wonderful things I have now.
I mean, there are so much more people out there who work so much more harder, try so much harder.
And I'm just barely hanging there.
I'm such a coward pig.
I always try to escape from reality when things are not going on my way.
I have no guts facing it.
People like me doesn't deserve love.
I'm having the magical time of my life now but somehow I'm scared.
Cause I'm not good enough.
I scared that this is just a dream.
And I would wake up eventually and hit my head on the concrete.
I don't know what I can give to the people I love.
I just don't deserve it.
Never deserve it.
I feel so small in front of the people that actually have a dream, a future and a great love.
